I’m drunk and i’ve realized that it’s when I am that I see so many things. The majority of the time i’m sad, I feel depressed all the time yet manage to hide it so simply. I don’t know how i’m supposed to feel anymore and it scares me because sometimes I don’t feel anything at all anymore. He really did take a piece of me with him and ever since then I haven’t been myself. I feel like i’ve forgotten how to be myself, how to be a friend, and have hid behind my work and school in an attempt to make myself better because not even my friends can tell me what I always want to hear. I wish he would come back in so many ways and every single night I feel that ache come back into my chest. I’m not the same without you and it’s hard. It’s hard to be myself because I feel like i’ve lost myself in this process. So now i’m stuck trying to figure out how to be myself. I guess this is what I needed but at the same time I long for you so much. You were my reason for trying and now I can’t find meaning in the things I do. It’s dumb, trust me I know. but somehow i’m trying. I don’t want to feel this way forever. I don’t want to lay here every night and feel this constant pain, have to deal with this constant struggle between heart and head. I want to be myself. I just want you to be a beautiful memory in the back of my heart and head.. I just don’t know how i’m supposed to do it. I want to be happy, but I don’t even know what happiness is.

(Source: hollow-anchors)

I’m the love them, leave them girl. That’s probably why i’m single.. hahaha

I want to know where people got the new ghost inside album from and I want a leak or whatever for it..  Please.. Please.. i’ll fucking love you forever.

(Source: balanceandcomposureappreciation)

Me and my sister need to find an apartment and move out by thursday.. fuck.

1. I don’t care if you’re drunk, at a bar, and are attracted to some random girl.
2. Just because I had sex with you doesn’t mean I developed feelings for you (makes me sound a little scandalous but ya know)
3. Why are you even texting me?

(Source: elwueonquedibuja)